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Nostromo: A Tale of the Seaboard

The prospect of finding himself in the water and swim-

ming, overwhelmed by ignorance and da/kness, prob- ably in a circle, till he sank from exhaustion, was re- volting. The barren and cruel futility of such an end intimidated his affectation of careless pessimism. In comparison to it, the chance of being left floating in a boat exposed to thirst, hunger, discovery, imprison- ment, execution, presented itself with an aspect of amenity worth securing even at the cost of some self- contempt. He did not accept Nostromo's proposal that he should get into the boat at once. "Something sudden may overwhelm us, señor," the capataz re- marked, promising faithfully* at the same tin:e to let go the painter at the moment when the necessity be- came manifest. But Decoud assured him lightly that he did not mean to take to the boat till the very last moment, and that then he meant the capataz to come along, too. The darkness of the gulf was no longer for him the end of all things. It was part of a living world, since, pervading it, failure and death could be felt at your elbow. And at the same time it was a shelter. He exulted in its impenetrable obscurity. "Like a wall like a wall," he muttered to himself. The only thing which checked his confidence was the thought of Señor Hirsch. Not to have bound and gagged him seemed to Decoud now the height of improvident folly. As long as the miserable creature had the power to raise a yell, he was a constant dan- ger. His abject terror was mute now, but there was no saying from what cause it might suddenly find vent

in shrieks.

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